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I finally got my new cell fone today after waiting to upgrade for 2.5yrs ... just a bit slow to catch up with the times eh? LOL .. .stop it I hear ya chuckling under your breath



And then I had to wait 3 blasted weeks to get the thing in the mail!!! back-ordered *grrr* but one good thing was the gal felt so bad for me she threw in the blue tooth head set. (happy dance)



This little baby is a samsung digital dual-band m510 ...



Stereo Bluetooth® Wireless Technology



1.3 Megapixel Camera

Sprint Music StoreSM

Sprint TVSM enabled

Slim and fashionable

Speakerphone

Built-in camera - yeah!

Web, email capable - will learn

Bluetooth - still don't know what that is

External display

GPS enabled - incase I get lost

Voice dialing - incase I get lazy

Broadband-like speeds where available



Of course the first thing I did was access VR... however it's not taking my login. *grr* oh well maybe Cancer will enlighten me.

I have to say that I am amazed that I have managed to survive the week from hell with out cause of injury to myself or to another.



With the tests of endurance of the heart, strength of will and power of patience this week I came too close to destruction.



What will be my prize?

Whatever with the past has gone, the best is always yet to come.



- Lucy Larcom



You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.



- Les Brown

The interview I was going on today was supposed to be a practice one. I went in there knowing I did not want the job. The salary was too low. I did not intend to take it if it was offered. I was not even prepared as I should be for a good interview. After the trauma I just went through from my previous post, I did not even want to go but I was not going to let anyone take control over me again.



Well, my hair came out perfect! Make-up = perfect! (Where is the blasted camera when you need one? Pants to my suit are too big (gees loose 20 lbs and see what happens) thank goodness for elastic skirts! Show off the ankle tattoo!! Running late … made it 7 minutes early.



This job is exactly what I wanted and dreamed of! Now I have to make the big decision leave my current company and take the plunge into a new world of excitement and challenge or keep hunting.

I met and lost someone that was very dear to me we shared secrets and fantasies. Over the months, our relationship grew into a good friendship that we genuinely cared for each other. He shared with me his problems at work, as did I. He shared his problems with his recent marriage that just ended, as did I. He shared his fears with me as he did with no other, beginning to trust another person. I felt as I was reaching out and we were helping each other through similar problems building trust as friends as kindred spirits.



Every day I looked forward to little messages between each other. He brought me light to my world of darkness. Until the other day, I realized he deleted his account. This terrified me because his dark side was suicidal tenancies. I received a call from a number that I did not recognize but no message was left. I started to wonder than I realized it was from the same area code. I looked through my email and found one from his live-in girlfriend! I was in shock to say the least. On top of that, she called me too.



Not that it matters, but the lack of trust this person had and with held any respect towards me really burned me.

I finally have made progress! I started my job hunting which is a bear! The online sites such as monster et al are time consuming to say the least however they have improved since a few years ago. BUT, than some of the companies that are worth appling to they want you to go to their company site and fill out a profile. It's just profile madness!!